You are a Super Amazing Artist!!! But I gotta admit the Player from that website, livestream, is really slow and that's so unfortunate when It's such a Brilliant artwork. But I'll wait and let your videos load, cuz Jeez your art is so worth waiting for. But don't feel lonely. You have a unspeakable awesome style and I'm looking up to be as great as you one day. Keep up the good work! Not just the Art of painting, But also the Art of Living. Everyone can feel lonely and sad at times. I usually meditate and go to training, material arts, to loose some of that sad energy. That way I feel like I have done something and feel too tired to think about being sad or lonely. And after a good night sleep you'll feel a lot more happy...With a lot of pain though after training XS -At least you'll be too occupied with the pain that you won't be able to think of anything else.